So my racial rein of racial terror has come to an end but i will continue Format 18?

ive been arrested for 14 racially motivated beatings, promoting hatred and beating my girlfriend, I was incarcerated for 20 days and let off with 4 years probation, if i continue to pick fights with blacks or utter racial slurs while recording or not recording i will have to stay in custudy for 20 days, i can also not consome, liquor. I beat up a black guy yesterday but didnt get caught, i was also drunk, do you think i should give this up?,